Other things
Mar. 19th, 2003 06:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alixandreaEveryone has been going mad the past few days. I guess that's what the word 'Lunatic' is all about. Its spring, and people are getting restless, tired of their old positions, straining for something new. And of course the tension mounts in the Middle East, and we are almost certain to go to war now.
Back in the office, things are constantly crazy. People are not listening, are going mental the moment something doesn't go to their plans. And of course we bear the brunt of their anger.
I'm going to start looking again. Maybe not as desperately as I was when I was at the Foundation, but certainly I'll apply for anything that looks interesting. I heard on the radio a couple of weeks ago that the Harlow equivalent of Q103 were looking for drivers for their 'Black Thunder' cars. If only that had been here in Cambridge. I wouldn't go for the Harlow one - I thought about it, but they'll be looking for someone a lot more 'mainstream' and of course I don't really relish the thought of commuting down to Harlow every day, even if the word means 'Temple Hill' in Anglo-Saxon. If only they wanted the same for here in Cambridge. No matter its not a great radio station, I'm sure I'd still enjoy it. Its being in an office I can't stand anymore. I used to be able to cope with it. Things have changed. I'm not the same person, although I keep forgetting. I managed to get out in the car yesterday, and it was so gorgeous driving along the road, the trees in full blossom and the sun streaming down. Heavenly. I need to feel the air on my face, the wind in my hair. I always seem to miss spring due to being stuck inside somewhere or other.
The moon on the way to Bury last night was one of the most incredible things I have ever seen. It has never been so low or so clear and bright as it was then I'm sure. I wrote about it in the car, and about the way I have been feeling for so long now...
"Emotion is just that, energy in motion
And I wouldn't change the way I feel for anything
Because, although I feel the sadness deeper
I also feel the happiness and awe more intensely
But I do need to allow that energy motion
I need to feel it, no matter what it is
And so I ask only for your patience
Grace, and understanding
Once the sadness is past
I will feel the joy once again
And as the fullest, brightest moon I have ever seen rises
I realise the seaon has started
And we are all feeling a little restless
Merry Meet my Lady Luna."
Back in the office, things are constantly crazy. People are not listening, are going mental the moment something doesn't go to their plans. And of course we bear the brunt of their anger.
I'm going to start looking again. Maybe not as desperately as I was when I was at the Foundation, but certainly I'll apply for anything that looks interesting. I heard on the radio a couple of weeks ago that the Harlow equivalent of Q103 were looking for drivers for their 'Black Thunder' cars. If only that had been here in Cambridge. I wouldn't go for the Harlow one - I thought about it, but they'll be looking for someone a lot more 'mainstream' and of course I don't really relish the thought of commuting down to Harlow every day, even if the word means 'Temple Hill' in Anglo-Saxon. If only they wanted the same for here in Cambridge. No matter its not a great radio station, I'm sure I'd still enjoy it. Its being in an office I can't stand anymore. I used to be able to cope with it. Things have changed. I'm not the same person, although I keep forgetting. I managed to get out in the car yesterday, and it was so gorgeous driving along the road, the trees in full blossom and the sun streaming down. Heavenly. I need to feel the air on my face, the wind in my hair. I always seem to miss spring due to being stuck inside somewhere or other.
The moon on the way to Bury last night was one of the most incredible things I have ever seen. It has never been so low or so clear and bright as it was then I'm sure. I wrote about it in the car, and about the way I have been feeling for so long now...
"Emotion is just that, energy in motion
And I wouldn't change the way I feel for anything
Because, although I feel the sadness deeper
I also feel the happiness and awe more intensely
But I do need to allow that energy motion
I need to feel it, no matter what it is
And so I ask only for your patience
Grace, and understanding
Once the sadness is past
I will feel the joy once again
And as the fullest, brightest moon I have ever seen rises
I realise the seaon has started
And we are all feeling a little restless
Merry Meet my Lady Luna."
