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Aug. 16th, 2002 05:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alixandreaI'm sorry, I know I'm prone to stubborness and pride but this time it _really_isn't_my_fault. I haven't done anything to warrant this behaviour or mistrust. Crying is childish? Not as childish as putting the phone down when someone is trying to explain themself. Not as heartbreaking as learning that someone who you thought knew you well doesn't believe a word you are saying during that (_completely_sincere_) explanation. Not as bad as avoiding an obviously important issue by refusing to pick the phone back up (ie. leaving it off.)
I'm sorry, but that is _not_ the action of a sensible adult, I don' give a shit about nicotene or any of the other possible factors - after all, he thinks they're not affecting him at all. But no matter what he says its not my fault, and I'm not lying.
The last time I was in a position like this was when my Father went to prison...
The worst thing in the world to me is to be told that I am not telling the truth when I am, especially when I've (as far as I know) never given that person reason to mistrust me so much.
What the hell happened here???
I'm sorry, but that is _not_ the action of a sensible adult, I don' give a shit about nicotene or any of the other possible factors - after all, he thinks they're not affecting him at all. But no matter what he says its not my fault, and I'm not lying.
The last time I was in a position like this was when my Father went to prison...
The worst thing in the world to me is to be told that I am not telling the truth when I am, especially when I've (as far as I know) never given that person reason to mistrust me so much.
What the hell happened here???
